I’m Pee Shy (which is actually called “Paruresis“).
This is my website and my goal is to overcome my bladder shyness.
I don’t know one other person who has this problem. Hopefully, because of this blog, that will change.
I’d like to open up to you guys and concur this stupid fear of mine. I hate peeing in public bathrooms. I hate myself because I can’t pee. I’m so over feeling this way. I really want to find a cure and a solution to this phobia.
I’ve had this fear for as long as I can remember. It’s been one long humiliating experience that makes me feel less of a man.
I’m not normal. I feel like a freak. I’m 45 and I can’t do the simplest task of peeing in a public bathroom. How crazy is that?
Anyone without this condition will never understand. You can’t just FORCE yourself to pee. It doesn’t work like that. It’s mental!
I blame my parents for this shyness. They were hostile towards me and I hated my Father with a passion. All of this will come out in my posts. I have a lot to talk about. I intend to open up and spill the beans. I have to. It’s the only way I’ll get this beast out of me and the only way I’ll find a cure. That’s my ultimate goal. Success!
I’m not going another 45 years with this ailment.
I’d rather die!
If you have the same fears as me, whether it’s more or less, let me know. I’d love to hear from you. I’d love to share your stories in my posts so others can read them, learn that we’re not alone and help each other to a life without fear.
One day at a time.
One bathroom at a time!
I’m Richard, and I will win this battle!
P.S. If anyone notices that the original comments on this blog are all dated Aug. 25th, that’s because I moved servers and had to copy the comments and the posts (Of course, it’s also the date I started writing again after my long hiatus, and it’s also the beginning of my true recovery). The post dates are all correct, but not the comments. They all show August! LOL Oh well, at least I tried. HA! :)