Embarrassed by my Dick

Here’s something you don’t hear everyday “I’m Embarrassed by my Dick!

Now I know what you’re thinking “Poor Richard has a Small Penis” (micro-penis).

But that’s not the case at all. My dick is actually above average in size.

So my embarrassment doesn’t come from my penis size, or even from my penis width (It’s not a pencil dick).

The truth is…

I’m embarrassed by my foreskin!

Out of all things to be embarrassed by, I’m embarrassed by my natural uncut penis.

Is that crazy or what?

In high school I was the only one I knew who wasn’t circumcised. Kids would tease me “It looks like an Elephant Trunk“.

Elephant Trunk

It made me reserved about showing my dick. I would hide myself behind a towel, and try not to take showers until everyone else was done.

Being different in school is not an easy thing.

Now that I’m older, I know there’s nothing to be ashamed of. Most of the World is uncut. It’s just the way we’re born.

I’ve got no problems with it now, and in fact, I rather like it. I haven’t had a complaint yet.

But I do wonder if that childhood mocking had anything to do with my fear of bathrooms and urinals… Where everything is exposed.

Am I embarrassed to pull out an uncircumcised penis? Will I be teased?

I only think this because I’ve read in the books and from the IPA forums, that penis size can contribute to pee shyness.

You want to cover it up. Hide it.

I wonder if foreskin has the same effect?

Would that cause enough humiliation to give me a nervous bladder for life?

Doesn’t seem possible!

But I don’t know. Like I’ve said before, I don’t know when this shyness started. I don’t know what the trigger is.

It could be my extra skin. I’m just grasping at straws…

…and doing a lot of talking and rambling in the meantime…

Anybody else think it may be linked to your hood?

Would I feel weird whipping it out and showing it off to strangers? Hell Yes!

But I don’t think it has anything to do with my skin…

Only my nerves!

What do you think?

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One Response to Embarrassed by my Dick

  1. z3r0_d4wn says:

    You’re not the only one; once at a now defunct movie theater, I had to pee & a little boy came in after me, got the urinal (no barriers on them) right next to me, & I hear ‘hey, what’s that?!’… and I just freeze… well, he goes & washes hands, then I hear him go out & announce to God, his mom, & the ENTIRE LOBBY ‘hey mom, THERE’S A MAN IN THE BATHROOM WITH SKIN ALL OVER HIS THING!!!!’ As if that’s not enough, go back to the movie, & there’s the mom & kid looking right at me sitting in back talking to each other. And it’s not the KID’S reaction that got me too bad… curiosity is just natural… it’s this… fear… of parents…. taking reactions like that & the worst coming to mind, and…. well hell, all downhill from there. Just the times we live in, I guess. What would go a long way, though, is parents educating their kids on those not-so-subtle anatomical differences.

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