Author Archives: Richard

I almost peed at a urinal today. ALMOST! I was right there… I could feel it. So close. It felt so good… You see, it’s Movie Day. My friends (one of them being Mike my Pee Buddy) go to see … Continue reading →

I wake up early in the morning, grab my coffee and head to the john. I leave the door wide open and instantly start to pee. Mike walks by and glances in and says: You still need a Pee Buddy?” … Continue reading →

Half of the Day (Day 43) is spent Desensitizing with my Pee Buddy Mike and practicing Breath Hold (BH). I’ve been holding my breath longer and longer, until I finally pee. Even when I think I can’t hold it any … Continue reading →

Working with my Pee Buddy is interesting. I still find somethings more difficult than others. Like Today, I have to pee. Mike follows me to the bathroom. I stand at the toilet. He stands next to me and acts like … Continue reading →

My goal for the week of visiting 3 Public Bathrooms, standing at 3 urinals for 3 full minutes is finished! Goal Accomplished! Today, I walked into Meijers and step into the men’s restroom. There are 2 urinals and 2 stalls. … Continue reading →

It’s Day 40 in my Shy Bladder Recovery. Yesterday I had a perfect opportunity to Desensitize in a public bathroom, sadly, it’s where the bathroom was that’s the problem! It was in the Theater! My friends and I were at … Continue reading →

Let’s go over all the steps I have taken so far to get where I am today… It’s interesting to see the journey progress! After finally admitting to my Best Friend Mike (of 17 years) that I’m Pee Shy (Paruresis), … Continue reading →

All day long I pee with my Pee Buddy. It’s funny when we go into the bathroom (at home), Mike never knows where to stand. Or as he says “I’m so confused” LOL I now make him stand at the … Continue reading →

I’m all over the board with my trials and tribulations. Some things go well, others, down the drain! Like peeing with my Pee Buddy Today, IT WASN’T A FLUKE! I WAS able to pee side by side with Mike at … Continue reading →

It’s Day 36 and I’m working on Breath Hold (BH) more and more. I hold my breath as long as I can while attempting to pee, and then I hold it some more. I know those last couple of seconds … Continue reading →